Friday, March 26, 2004

Moody and Slightly Pissed Off

yeah i know i havent been posted but its just because im too pissed off moody and stress to deal with anything... deal with it

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brought to life by -- Annie | Saturday, March 20, 2004

Quiz Mania

heartsick
You have a heartsick soul! Youre the type of girl
who always has a crush and is writing their
name on all your books. You are a hopeless
romantic. Waiting for that prince charming, you
take love seriously, but still play any chance
you get. You can have a lot if boys who are
friends, but waiting for that perfect
boyfriend. Sometimes you are discouraged
because there are no sparks but even if the
smallest thing happens, youre on Cloud 9. You
believe in true love and wait for it. Just dont
be afraid to take a chance. Love is all about
risks.


What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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urrr.... sure

If you only knew the power of the dark side.
Postatem obscuri lateris nescitis.
"You do not know the power of the Dark
Side." There are two possibilities: you
are a Star Wars geek, or you are unreasoningly
scary.


Which Weird Latin Phrase Are You?
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heee heee... im unresoningly scary

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brought to life by -- Annie | Wednesday, March 17, 2004

Go Ahead and Shoot Me Now

Gosh, I have just felt like so much crap lately... and the worse thing about it... is its messing up things between Phillip and I... I upset him yesterday because i was moody, and he was treating my funny all day today. Ok he was treating me normal this morning, but after school, i dont know, at first it seemed to me like he was angry with me, then it seemed that he just didnt want to be around me anymore but didnt want to break it to me... untill i was curled in a little ball and crying in the corner then he was my usual loving Phillip which made me feel bad for doubting him.... i should just stop thinking... its bad for me

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brought to life by -- Annie | Sunday, March 14, 2004

New Again

yeah so i got another new template, im indecisive... and besides i was fixing up everyone else's blogs could not give mine attention... and its evanescence! so yeahness

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Enter Phillip


Good New! Phillip came home yesterday *throws a party* yeah he got home around 8 and i got to come over and see him. It was really great, I missed him so much while he was gone... and i cant wait to get to see him again today

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brought to life by -- Annie | Saturday, March 13, 2004

Comments Again


yes much like i said on the other blog now have comments use them

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brought to life by -- Annie | Thursday, March 11, 2004

Yeah So Im Worthless

yeah you know what? i know im worthless, i know im a screw-up and i know that im a failure, so get off my freakin back ok? you knew this all along, you knew when we became friends now you go around acting like you excpet better of me? you forget... i am not better, i am the dirt you tred upon, but though i am nothing, nothing but dirt, that doesnt give you the right to make me feel bad for what i am i may live a lowly existance but damn it i make the best of it. So you know what, fine. i dont need you... i dont need anybody

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brought to life by -- Annie | Tuesday, March 09, 2004

Do Blondes Have More Fun?


yes ive taken the plunge... though i wouldnt really consider myself blonde... more of a Calico Blonde... hmmm, and i forgot how much blonde complemented my natural feature... guess god knew what he was doing when he made me blonde... thats not to say i wont dye it back red, i just appriciate the blonde for now...

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brought to life by -- Annie | Monday, March 08, 2004

Spring break = Boredom????

yesh i know its practically blasphemy to declare that a time off from school is useless and boring... but geez... i have no Phillip, and my friends are rare, many of them leaving me for vacations somewhere far nicer (or far worse) than here... i believe that i get to go to Houston to go girly shopping with Jenny today... yayness!! im just like practically down on my knees praying/hopeing that my parents get home before 4 so i can get money to buy things while im there! i NEED stuff!!! ahh!!! *lights hair on fire and proceeds to run in a circle screaming* well tis all for now... toodles

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brought to life by -- Annie | Thursday, March 04, 2004

grrr.. .annie is angry again... angry and upset... it seems nothing i do is worth anything to my family... i get yelled at no matter how good i try to be... and half the time i dont even know why... it freakin sucks... even my mom is being mean to me today... and i dont know why... she keeps getting really mad at me and screaming at me... and then she trys to cheer my up by buying me a coke or something... i dont know at least shes trying to make things better i guess... i dont know i just hate yelling it upsets me and everyone is just sitting there yelling at me... and grr... sometimes i just feel like i cant take it anymore! ugh!

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brought to life by -- Annie | Wednesday, March 03, 2004

yesh this is an angry annie blog and i chose this blog page because it look more angry than the other.... yes, i urg... family sucks.... and not only freakin that but I have no Phillip to talk to! and.... and... hes leaving me next week! and its not like ive got to see him this week... oh and by the way Phillip... .you freakin better see me on friday...or ill go psyco on your ass! grrr.... angriness!!! i am annie..... WITH AVENGENCE yesh well im going to stop now before someone out there in e-space gets slaughtered!

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brought to life by -- Annie | Monday, March 01, 2004

been listening to beautiful see heres the lyrics... love the song... sing it all the time....wish i could believe myself when i sing it.... *sigh*
Beautiful

Don't look at me

Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone and the puzzle undone
That's the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words won't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words won't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what they say
(no matter what they say)
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won't stay

And everywhere we go
(everywhere we go)
The sun won't always shine
(sun won't always shine)
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times

We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down
We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today

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